Had yogurt & granola and a cup of coffee
I keep apologizing, not so much that I want his forgiveness – he
says he's already done that – but that somehow it'll make this
better. Not make it go away, but make it better. The Bible talks
about divorce and adultery. But what about those of us who are crazy?
Who have something that makes us do things that we never would have
done normally? * sigh * I'm getting tired of feeling so sad. I want
to feel better – to have a day that I don't hafta walk on eggshells
– or make others walk on eggshells around me.
Went to Victoria Bryant State Park with the boys before the baptism
to get a couple of geocaches. We didn't make it out of the parking
lot before I was thinking it was a mistake – how I should've just
stayed home. We all rode in my car, so I didn't get back to Mom's
till 2300. Had a piece of meatloaf and some mashed taters then.
(Zaxby's, Coke 0, lunch) Daddy was watching a movie on INSP – I
don't know the name of it. So it was well after midnight when I went
to bed (0030 - ?)
(Originally written 08/11/2013)
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