Captain's Log, Day 29

Went to visit my aunt, uncle, and baby cousin. :) Had a great visit.

I'm still struggling with the whole “Am I worth it?” Just when I start thinking I am, I get a setback. I mean, if I am worth it, then why doesn't JP show me? Why does he put me down the list? Like he told me he was going to the Academy, but by 1930 he wasn't here. (He was to bring WT some clothes and lunch supplies – drink box – and some money for me.) So I called him, and he said he was on his way to his mom's. Doesn't bother to call (try the cell and then the house). Instead he texted me, knowing my battery was dead (b/c I told him.) When he does finally get here, he doesn't make an effort to see me – I'm in my room. If I'm worth it, why doesn't he make more of an effort??

(Originally written 08/27/13)