I can't do this. Not alone. I have
nobody to...to what? Help me? Comfort me? Tell me it's going to be
OK? To breathe? I miss him, you know. He embodies what I want –
what is Daddy. God this hurts. This is super
hard!!
I just don't think I can do it. I want so badly to just curl up into
a ball and hide inside myself – and never come out. I want so badly
to give up. I'm tired of fighting this pain so that I don't fully
give into it...b/c I'm afraid what might/will happen if I do fully
give into it.
(Originally written 09/15/13)
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