I
woke up once around 0300 and then again at 0518. It took me a few
minutes to go back to sleep each time, so I didn't feel very rested.
Today I went to
work. I had 3 total children – one was a baby! :) *sigh* I may get
my baby fix.....nah. After work I met my Avon lady at Arby's so I
could get Nanny's ring that had been exchanged.
I met JP at
McDonald's in Franklin Springs. (He's camping at the drama field.)
Today was our first counseling session. It went well...until the
unfaithfulness part was brought up. That's when I started crying. I'd
teared up a couple of times before then – especially when it came
to talking about Daddy. Now I've 2 questions/statements rolling
around in my head: (1) am I worth it? (2) this is my fault. I really
don't want to process the whole affair. I really, really don't. I
just wanna go on – talk about everything else. Too much guilt/pain.
(Originally written 08/29/13)
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