I
didn't sleep very well last night.. I fell asleep around 1930 and
woke up about 0006. I had a hard time going back to sleep – it was
about 0130 before I went back to sleep. Saturday, outta nowhere,
comes this memory – and not a nice one at that. It was an argument
that I had w/the “other man.” I had said “Shoot me. Just shoot
me.” He then said, “No. You're not worth the jail time.” (Now
that I think about it, he could've said that it
wasn't worth the jail time.) So, start the whole “Am I worth it?”
again. And just when I started to think that I was
worth it. I just want it to stop. I'm getting so tired of fighting
this. *sigh*
(Originally written 09/10/13)
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